why life

Finally have time to update my blog. I wanna blog since yesterday but, nothing to blog. I don't know what to blog. My life is not really pretty enough to attract you to read it. yeah. now is raining, and I just finish bath. alone in the home, I just quarrel with my youngest bro just now afternoon. thinking back, I'm just quarrel with him yesterday evening too! Reason? He stay in my room since last year for about one year already! I think I had quarrel with him because of this for many times! I need a room for myself! He always stay in my room for 24 hours everyday! playing online games and make me wanna close the internet line so that he can't play it! Oh shit, I'm a bad sister right? but I didn't close it. Yesterday after quarrel I go wash the toilet! Today I clean for 3 rooms! lol! I need some job everytime after quarrel. Last time I even go do my homework after quarrel with whom I forget already. okay, just forget about it. my life still long. I'm still young. :)

Oh yeah! I-phone 5 are coming out on Oktober? really? I hope I can have 1 too. My mum said, you can get it after you work. Argh! how long time I'll get it for myself an I-phone? after work for 1 year? idk, I heard before them said I-phone 5 cost for about RMB 3thousand! oh shit! that are so so so expensive! I love to see the girls when they are using the touchscreen phone! dunno how to describe about it! :) pretty? just a feeling.


Erm.. thinking WHY we need a phone? I hate phone very much sometimes! and feel wanna off it when people keep message you while you are busy. I'm just scare my family can't found for me because of you. Especially everytime when I had outing, before going out I'll spend a long time for take bath, blow my hair, choose for clothes, put on BB cream and somelse. but the phone keep ranging! ooh! don't you need to bath and preparing everything before going out? I can't! I strongly believe you can meet every people everytime you are out of the your home. or someday you will meet your white prince without make up and only a mushroom shirt? I'll be very very regret about it. yeah, I know I'm out of topic. I usually use phone for music, camera and games, not for message. I'm using Nokia X2 now. It's good for music but not games. So I keep thinking of I-phone games! touchscreen more nice in playing games.


Oh mummy! I'm hungry. where are you? home left mee goreng. I don't want to cook spaghetti and eat alone. that's so bored. I just finished a bread, but that's not enough. I'm still hungry! mummy mummy mummy~

bye peeps! I'll keep mummy mummy mummy till my mum is back! hehe :D


P/s : tomorow is MONDAY! I hate to school from early morning 6.30am till 4.30pm! and my mum's birthday too! :)

Korean Music Wave

Oh yeah! Korean Music Wave in Malaysia on 24 September! It's today! I really hope I'm there but I'm not. GD&TOP are coming! OH! THEY ARE COMING!!  but I can't be there! :(

好友间也有禁忌

1.别以为你跟你的朋友，是那种你的东西就是我的，而我的东西是你的！ 告诉你：错啦！东西绝对要分清楚，不然到最后…东西坏了…要让对方赔，又觉得不好意思。所以自认倒霉，但却因此在心中会自然形成一种排斥感！

2.别以为你跟你的朋友，好到是不论到哪，就有人会开车或是请客…告诉你：错啦！偶尔1、2次，或许受得了。时间一久了，换成谁都受不了…所以出门玩之前，最好先讲好：油钱大家分摊，花费大家先交钱玩后在清点退还。这样不仅大家玩的快乐，也可以更增加朋友间的感觉…

3.别以为你跟你的朋友，熟到那种连他们的厨房、卧室，你都可以自由出入…告诉你：错啦！越是好的朋友，越是要彼此尊重。因为毕竟不是自己的家…你凭什么自由进出别人的地盘？那种行为只会让人觉得你不尊重对方…别以为那没什么，对方可以早在心里把你骂到烂透啦！

4.别以为你跟你的朋友，感情很好了。所以一切都可以比较随和，就算去到对方家，不用去在乎那些礼节。 告诉你：错啦！越是好的朋友，礼节越是不能少。今天去拜访他家，绝对绝对不可两串蕉唷！一定要带点礼物，哪怕是一袋水果。所谓礼轻情意重，也就是这种道理，又所谓的礼多人不怪！ 所以千万别带'两串蕉'！切记！

5.别以为你跟你的朋友，可以到好的连上个厕所都可以形影不离。 告诉你：错啦！偶尔给对方自己一点空间，让彼此去看看身边的人、事、物、回头来。彼此的视野会更开阔的！就好比你跟他每天生活在以一起。换句难听的，那跟坐牢有什么差别？再怎么看，就只有我看你，你看我，大眼瞪小眼。给自己及对方有更大的空间，会让彼此成长的速度更快！

6.别以为你跟你的朋友，是那种可以互相模仿喜欢的东西。 告诉你：错啦！每个人的审美观不同，模仿久了，只会让对方倒尽味口。因为朋友他会欣赏你自己喜欢的东西，而不是模仿你学你喜欢的东西。也因为你跟自己有所不同，他才会觉得新鲜。否则你喜欢的跟他喜欢的都一样，那就干脆自己跟自己当朋友就好啦。干嘛还找一个人来配合呢？所以，要学会懂的去喜欢欣赏对方的喜好。而不是学习！况且，每个人都是独一无二的，何必把两个不同的人变成一样的。

7.别以为你跟你的朋友，是那种有难就可以离家出走逃到他家。 告诉你：错啦！或许他可以帮你一阵子，但是相同的他也必要负责起你在他身旁的责任。久了，我想换成任何一个人都或觉得，我干嘛？交个朋友来自找麻烦，也会在心中产生一种厌恶感的！所以，越是好的朋友你更要学会去体会他的心情及他的难处的！自己的难处自己担，千万不要去长久麻烦别人！人家说久病无孝子，其实也可以改成“久烦无知已”共勉之…

8.别以为你跟你的朋友，是那种是那种常常可以腻在一起。就觉得彼此感情很好。告诉你：错啦！越是好的朋友，在一起固然会让你忘记烦恼。但是别忘了，还是要常常充实自己。让自己给对方的感觉永远是那种'新鲜'的。否则就像叫你天天都吃一样的菜，你不会吃到想吐吗？充实自己是吸引朋友最大的主因！

9.别以为你跟你的朋友，天天都可以聊很久很久。不见面就觉得难受的。告诉你：错啦！真正的朋友是会在你特别的节日，或生日时。都会打通电话问候你的人，不会因为不常联络就忘记你的存在的！朋友不会因为时间的距离而有所改变的！

10.别以为你跟你的朋友，是那种可以全权都托付他的人，都希望他能帮你决定自己的事。告诉你：错啦！如果你常给对方这种期许，那只会让对方有成就感一阵子。久了受不了。因为他在替你下决定时，他要承担那决定后的后果。那种压力，其实比自己替自己下决定来的更快！所以，好朋友是在你自己下完决定后，或在下决定时，从旁边给你建议的。而不是去决定你该怎么做的！

11.别以为你跟你朋友，遇到缺钱时就自动会帮助你的。 告诉你：错啦！人家亲兄弟都要明算帐的！何况你是个外人！所以更要清清楚楚的算清楚！欠人的就该快还！别以为没什么借据就可以慢慢拖！要想想看对方是因为相信你才会借你的！难道你要自己破坏信用吗？在现实中，其实讲到钱就会伤感情。这是不可否认的！所以，越是好的朋友。钱财可不要弄的不清不楚，这可是最大最大的禁忌哦！

朋友可以一辈子，也可以因为一点小事磨擦而成了仇人。
从小地方做起，越是看起来不重要的小细节，越是会影响之间的友情。
好好看看自己哪样没做到。别因为这一些小地方，而让你损失了一个好朋友！
朋友在你的人生中....它是一种事业，需要用心去慢慢去经营的！

我回来啦~

整整两个星期没更新了，因为我生怪病了！ :(
我爸说是热到。我的脸肿啊，半边。
我没去学校，没出家门，整天躲在家里，上网，玩game up level，然后看台湾电视节目，再看台湾新闻。呵呵...
老实说，我的脸还没完全康复！ :(
我也不想把我的猪头照upload上来，真的太丑了。
还有，老实说，我没去看医生。嘿嘿！是太大胆了！还好，快康复了！

不过真的很遗憾，朋友刚好回来林梦耶，难得的假期。但我不能出去，一个已经回去了，另一个星期二九回去了！ :( 所以要等到12月或是明年2月才能玩了。 闷啊！
明天又是星期一，读书呀。真讨厌！哼！

shout : I really hate the RULES!

Half day trip to Brunei

28/08 Wake up early in the morning, 4 am. oh gosh! if I go to school also never this early! I follow my cousin who working at Brunei and he need to drive back to Limbang every working day. oh, that's so tired! custom there always long q, hate to wait everytime!


I not really shopping at all. I didn't bring any B$ >.<
We got go to my aunty's house too. spend half of the time at there. We reached very early at 6.30am. My uncle aunty just wake up, but my little cousins still sleeping. But then after they wake up, we play Bingo Lotto! The funniest was, my mum also come and join us in the game. And when we wanna go shopping, she still playing at there ans said wait awhile! lol! Then she want to buy one too! But my uncle said to my aunty "give them money, buy one for Raymond." lol! that's my mum want, not Raymond! haha! My aunty keep saying "don't use money to play, that's a gambling!". yeah, I know. :)

My mum laugh at my eyes yesterday! she said in hokkien "you see bao yee's eyes very small!" then that Matthew stare at my mum, then look at me, after that he laugh! kanasai lar! :( he very bad lar! he said I'm a stupid woman! :( But play Bingo Lotto with he is really really fun! :)


Oh ya! I met a funny thing when I were shopping that day. A staff who working in the supermarket wink at me. lol! When I saw his face, I shock dao first, then just I feel funny. Yeah, I laugh when I thinking back. I didn't tell anyone, just blogger :)

↑ That photo was taken when I wait for my aunty. I seat on driver seat, haha! but I don't know how to drive :( I wanna learn driving! after STPM just can learn, that is next year! :) but I don't have a car to drive also..

learn to smile

I got 1 week holiday, and now left 1 day only. I had a half day trip to Brunei on Saturday, then start busying with work. I work till Friday, that is yesterday! 6 days working, and I got my gaji on yesterday! hehe! I wanna shopping but I don't have chance to go to Miri this time already. My mum was going to Miri on Thursday and back on yesterday. She said, she saw many clothes, but scare not the size not ngam me, so she didn't buy it. Woah, I need new clothes! :(

Alright, I work with my uncle, which sell handphone and her wife is selling baby clothes- Happy Babyz. So I need to serve two shop de customer. Actually I don't know about handphone, so I just pass to the boy worker. haha! Ah Tang everyday timed 1 hour come to find us! haha!


While working, you need to smile at the customers although you are really very tired! When you say thank you to the customers, some of them will be very happy, but got some also thinking that are your responsibility to thanks at them. This few days was Hari Raya. so not really many people are going to shopping. Everyone close their shop very early, only my uncle are open till very late! lol! no people are coming too! After work, we go visit Malay's house. It was a funny night while they said that a kid look like Ah Tang's dad. Even Ah Tang also said like that! lol!


I think I'll miss the time, the time we talk and play, I can shout like a kid you know? I had a long time didn't do this already! Okay, I admit I'm not mature at all! haha! and they even talking yellow! I keep laughing only, really beh tahan! I never met a people who keep complaining the girl who walk pass by the shop! I think u guys can feel I were very happy when working at there. I can see in my post with many "lol" and "haha"!


Anyway, Ah Tang is going to Miri for 4 days. enjoy ya! I'm going to miss you!
Umm, think about school starting on Monday, I start to feel emo. My happy not longer anymore :(


Bye, holiday. I miss you! :)