幸福不过如此

 我很幸福，

却身在福中不知福。

今天的一天，

我觉得非常的幸福。

与朋友在一起，

简单的生活，

原来，
幸福不过如此。

其实我也可以每一天都过得如此幸福，

所以朋友们也加油吧！
我们要，
每天都过得很幸福！

说真的，

这样的幸福，

有一半也是在做梦。

那个梦，

虽然不是真实的，
但我真的很满足了。

我有话要说，

倩，生日快乐~

哈哈~xD

今天月考了。

PA+MUET4。

我的作文肯定死惨惨的咯。

因为我完全像不出要写什么，

超懒惰的。

不过，PA，

我是真的用心去做的！

希望不要完蛋哦！

放学后，

原来我们还能这样enjoy啊！

下去tapau一下再回家。

不过我买到的水超级不好喝咯。

甜到会得糖尿病，

想害人啊！！

晚上咯，

朋友又出去唱K了。

超厉害的。

这样会唱。

我待在家里看我的戏咯。

原来是美男！

我要疯了！

一直狂笑，

哈哈xD

 Jeremy~~好可爱哦！

我快疯了~~ XD

我最近，

欠人钱了，

因为，

常常跑出去玩。

玩着玩着，

钱不够，

朋友就先出。

真不好意思。

呵呵XD

本小姐一定！

一定会尽快还的！

钱啊钱！

快来我身边吧！

我很需要你哦！

听到了吗？

明天，

我妈终于决定要带我去把这个跟了快4年的眼镜换掉，

哇咔咔，

你死定了！

不过，

好像是要用...

我的钱啊~啊啊啊啊啊！！

我当兵辛苦赚来的钱啊啊啊啊啊~

就这样要没了吗？？

T.T

可能慢一点想买隐形眼镜试试看，

但是想想还是觉得，

很恐怖啊啊啊啊！

要把那一片小东东放进眼镜里面，

我一定放不进！

呵呵 :D

然后，
前几天，
我做了一个决定，

我知道这个决定将会带来的好处是多么的好。

只是我不知道，

我现在的开心，

那时候也会是吗？

这个决定暂时先是秘密，

等有了结果，

在说吧。
毕竟，
有些结果并不是我们能够控制的。

加油加油！！

My day with Matt~

I feel like being mammy yesterday...

Matthew with me.

I take care of him.

A afternoon.

We watched KARATE KID.

And he performed his Kung Fu for me.

Lolx. :D

Sometimes,

he laugh on the ppl in the movie.

and telling me what the ppl are doing...

Do u know?

After he 3 years old,

He is less talking and play with me like this.

Coz the little boy feels if he play with girl,

Then he's a girl too...

He only play with his sis, Vanessa.

This is the first time he wants to stay with me,

only we 2 at living room.

Talking using English.

He knows Chinese,

But he dun wan talking using chinese.

Dunno why.

And when I talking to him using Hokian,

He dun wan answer me too.

Haizz... Boy boy aa...

And he plays Lego,

I watching movie,

Suddenly he shout "Oi!",

He call me "oi"!!!

Then I shout back,

"I'm not oi, I got name!"

"I don't care~"

I feel lost, hahaha xD

A kid,

very cute.

very naughty.

Even Chloe call me Bao yi...

Hahaha...

When my parent back,

When I'm helping my mum in kitchen.

I ask Ray where is Matt?

He said at outside.

So I going out and find him.

He is following my dad at outside,

watching my dad doing his thing.

Then Latte too.

I take a lime throw to him. Lolx...

Night, we going to grandpa's house.

Me and Qiqi keep kacau him.

I beside him and I move closer to him.

Then He move a little bit.

When having dinner,

He sit in front of me,

And I keep smile at him,

He show me his BIG eyes.

Ala ala, my eyes small I know ba...

My aunty sit at middle,

and saw we 2 playing and then laugh.

Hahaha :D

Today morning, I only saw him when I wake up at 8am to on9.

Before he go to grandpa' house,

Before he back Brunei.

Actually today can go Chloe's house,

But I dunno why after that didnt go?

Tomorow I have test.

Muet and something else.

I feel lazy, lazy and lazy!

Good luck for us.

Good night.

My Monday

昨天，

我们又出去了。

放学一回到家不久又出了。

去K-Box.

哇！很厉害啊他们！

每次唱歌都可以唱几个小时的。

我只是在那里摇来摇去，

哈哈 :P

都是抒情歌的感觉。

好多歌我都没听过。

哈哈xD

不懂做么，

我很开心耶昨天。

呵呵...

我每次都这样，

伤心没有理由，

开心更没有理由，

跟心情走而已吧！

不过我第一次听到周杰伦的迷迭香，

好好听哦！

感觉就像会被吸进去一样。

LOL...

回到家已经饿到半死咯，

吃好晚餐，

又跑去看电视，

“原来是美男”

等了这么久，

终于可以看到了！

哇咔咔 :P

原来这部戏很好笑咯，

我2个小时里一直笑耶。

而且，没有愧疚感！

因为我在学校从早上到下午都在做功课！

厉害吧！

那个丽妮没来，

又没跟我讲咯。

还好今天在学校也没有什么事情咯。

一个人在班就是做功课。

原来是美男里面最帅的男生！！

李弘基！

我觉得的啦！

很多人觉得张根硕比较帅，

我倒觉得他在洪吉童里面更酷！

李弘基~~~

应该是头发的关系，

所以他是最出色的一位咯。

 

 

昨天也有跟啊汤玩讯息，

她说，

昨天是他们在一起满9个月了！

恭喜恭喜~

我跟她说，

啊汤我很羡慕你哦！帮我找一个...

结果她讲回我。

哈哈哈xD

随便啦...

 

 

最后祝Edwind生日快乐！

又哭又笑的一天...

你曾试过吗？

那种感觉，

真的很感动。

感动到，

哭了。^^

第一次，

被朋友这样抱着。

那种感觉，

说不出来，

只觉得很感动。
所以我也跟着哭了。

朋友后来说了谢谢。

我也想对她说声谢谢。

朋友，

需要我的时候说一声，

我会在你身边，

虽然我什么都不会说，

但需要我的话，

说一声就好了。

我很喜欢那种被人抱住的感觉，

很感动，

感动到会哭，

可能也感觉很放心吧！

我爱你哦！朋友！

老了? 哈哈 :P

老了？

还没满18的我老了？

应该是正在享受青春的我老了？

为什么我会觉得我老了？

为什么？

 比起15岁的我，我老了。

为什么要跟以前比呢？

  我也不知道...

 有人说，我跟妮妮，

我看起来比较成熟。呵呵~

为什么？

不知道也...

我不知道他是从哪里看出来的？

外表的话，我并不这样认为。

我比我那12岁的表妹看起来还要小孩子耶。

我阿姨还说表妹比我更像姐姐。

那我是小学生吗？！

我已经快18了哟！
小学生离我很远了。 xD

我比妮妮成熟吗？

难道他会看透人脑么？！

那还真要谢谢他，

我身上最缺少的就会就是成熟。

而我最近迷上了成熟风，

看杂志看太多却没有办法实现的成熟风~

呵呵~ xD

知道吗？

去年的时候每天就想在做梦。

我明年就会离开家到一个陌生的地方学习。

 我很开心，很雀跃。

但是过了一年，

我还在原地。

我只是不知道该怎么做才能去实现我的梦想。

我是懒惰。

我只是在浪费时间，

我改不掉我的习惯，

所以继续浪费时间，

而梦想也会离我越来越远。

我只是在，等待。

等待奇迹发生。

真是笨蛋一个。

我希望有一个天使来拯救我。

原来我本身就是笨蛋一个。

什么都不做只在那里等待，

等待个屁啊！

奇迹哪有这么容易就发生的！

或者说，着世上哪有什么奇迹啦！

看清现实吧！

心，累了。

什么都还没做就累了。

我很羡慕那些为了梦想或未来而努力的人们。

而我却懒得把自己变成跟他们一样，

为了未来而努力。

我承认我失败。

失败，因为我的习惯。

也因为我是笨蛋一个。

还有一些话，

我不知道写在这里好吗？

但是直接说又不可能。

有人说她很享受现在的单身生活。

我好像很常听到她这样说。

但每次她说的时候，

我在心里不知道反驳了很多次。

享受不是这样子的一个享受法吧。*我觉得*

我觉得这比较像是在折磨自己吧！

我知道我的想法套在她身上也没用。

我只希望她是真的享受现在的生活。

然后，另外一件事，

我很佩服，

昨天我怎么能忍耐？

对我来说，

应该是会直接翻脸才对！

但是我忍了下来。

那一秒之间，

我能够直接转头变脸，

下一秒钟，我在转回来的时候，

脸上却带着笑容。

原来我这么厉害。

果然是聪明的选择。

如果我爆发了，

那只会证明我笨，没脑子。

今天没去学校。

因为我昨天去了学校，

一睡就睡了3节！

我妈还问我你去学校是做么的？

3Period=2Hours

吼！我怎么知道一睡下去醒来就过了3节呢！

醒来还是脚麻痹，手都被压到血都不流通啦...

 楸亲,今天一直下雨哦，

看来Rain在林梦找你找到半死呢！: )

我已经2个星期没去我阿姨店了。

以前每次星期6都会去。

这2个星期我一直在玩。

跟朋友一起。

真对不起。哈哈~ :P

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！

明天要考Eko啊！

惨了我。

拜一学得已经快忘光了啦！

下个星期还有小考哦。

像我每天只会睡觉的人，

这次的小考一定惨了！

我惨了！

I m so hot !!

Yea! I m so HOT!

I not saying myself oh!

I say the weather make me feel HOT!

Lolx >,<

Actually today hav eko exam d.

But teacher changedto Thursday.

Argh! If like that today I dun wan go skul de lar~

Only study little nia. Haiz...

Go pameran seni visual.

Quick nice ^^

Then hav Pertandingan Menyanyi lagi,

I didnt go singing and just sit at there watching them singing.

This competition make me remember the competition in camp.

Argh! The first I stand on the stage feel like a stupid!

We thought join urus setia then no need perform ad.

But urus setia all need go up perform,

And we need perform 2 songs!!!

More cham than perform in our original group.

We didnt prepare very well and no sound out when on the stage.

Except for "Satu Malaysia" song.

We need make a new song and perform in 2 days only.

I think we're the poor group among all.

But it was over!

刚才我妈又买了一架新的电话。

 又买！

她说，这架电话的相机很好！

果然很好！

专门拍鬼的。

烂死了。

不懂听那个女生乱讲拍照很好，

到底帮人做工这样乱介绍电话！

气死我了！

买一架多余的电话，

又不要买6700给我啦。

每次我们都是用二手的电话，

真的给他超不爽！

我要6700~~~

不是6700就是用回我的6300。

Just now I played a song,

“对面的女孩看过来”

I said this is my mum's song,

Lolx...My mum laugh at there.

Then I said when she young,she is very popular.

Maybe got boy singing this to her!

But qiqi said after she married juz got this song.

Her song is like in jungle one...

Em...dunno how to say neh.

Mean long time ago d song liao lar.

We 2 laugh nia loe....

Haiz....I got eko hw neh.

Still havent done yet.

Tomoro ar?

I feel lazy again~ @.@

Haiz... :P

Hope tomorow's weather not so hot lar~~

Or I wanna be crazy liao...

Happy Birthday my sister!!

Today is Bk's birthday~~

Happy Birthday My Dear~♥

I thought we're not going out today.

But last, we out too!

But I feel like idiot lar.

Coz I just like a 隐形人.

I am 音痴, I think lar!

So I less sing in front ppl.

We going to Snow Flake eat ice.

I keep 发抖.

So cool ah!!

Siew's husband coming again!

RAIN!!!

I really feel 不舒服 at first.

After go Kbox more Ok liao.

They had sing 15 songs!!

And almost half of the songs I DONT KNOW!!

Sorry my chinese is getting poor and poor!

Start from this year,

I less listening Chinese songs.

Coz I am addicted to Korean's songs!

Oh! Korea~♥ !!

When I reach home,

Latte comes and welcome me bac!

Lolx... >,<

U're soooo cute!!!

Myself at home and infront of ppl are not same.

I got 精神分裂症!!

Haha xD

Oh ya! Morning I watched a korean's movie.

"婚纱"

From the start cry to the end!

Keep crying.

So touching!

Especially that kid!

She only in primary school.

I am in form 6 now.

But I more look like a kid!

My mind too.

幼稚啊!

Tomorow have Eko exam.

But I havent study yet!

Yo! Cham lo me!

Pray 4 me plz! =)

You see?
My name is changed!
宝夫。
Lolx....
Just Raymond know how this name is come!
So funny~ xD
And dont try asking Raymond hor!

Poor Saturday

Em... My precious Saturday is gone!

Today am not happy.

And I forget to say Sorry to Stnie.

Morning I suddenly bad mood.

Juz coz of something.

Sometimes, I hate to go Plaza coz there are many kepoh ppl.

So today too.

Anyway, I saw Lee Mei today.

She is working in clinic there.

There's a miracle too =)

Hehe~ just kidding.

When I bac home on the afternoon,

I open my com and connect with the broadband.

Suddenly, there's a line!

Yeah! I can on9 lea!

So I spend my afternoon with on9.

I saw pretty girl in fb.

So cute and got a little bit looks like Candy in Wo Ai Hei Se Hui.

I almost fall in love with her but I m not les.

 About three thirty, the rain are getting heavy!

I cant continue searching pretty girl~

So I close my com and read the book I had borrowed from library.

"Traversing Maya"

So nice the adventure story~

And when I finished it is ad about 5 thirty.

My mum are back,

I go in my bed and acting like I am sleeping.

Wakaka :P

Night time we're going to my grandpa's house.

Having fish as dinner.

Yummy yummy!

My mum cooks one!

Hehehe :D

Too full my stomach~

Drink 100plus, eat yoghurt!

And I saw Chocolate in icebox!

Wakaka :P

Leave me alone

Yea, Plz leave me alone when I m looking too emo.

Every Monday to Friday morning.

I am gonna be emo.

Sit beside the window.

Starting become emo.

I dont wanna talk to everyone,

Include the one sit behind me.

So sorry ya!

Coz I oso dunno why I am going to be like this?

Just feel no song.

Feel like wanna jump high,

Then shout loudly that I can do!

Oh no! Leave me alone!

I become 欣宜 alrdy.

She the one who always sweat and she put the tissue on her face.

So that the tissue can help absord the sweat.

I gonna follow her too. Hehe~XD

Actually today morning I am having good mood,

Coz of Latte.

He is so cute.

He comes and accompany me when I am waiting outside.

After that he go another place to KENCING.

LOL...

When he want across the road,

the car comes and he walk away.

Argh! Make me so so so happy!

How comes the dog is so so so CUTE!!

I love u Latte!!

Oh no! I am loving a dog!

Well, I going to town on afternoon.

Stnie wait for me at my dad's shop.

Raymond dun wan talk to her.

So pity la Stnie. Hahaha :DD

We walk together to Plaza.

To the Library first.

Read magazine and I borrowed Genghis Khan's story book.

I had read half of the story.

It was so fun.

And I wanna find out wad is the real story about!

Lol...If that I really can found...

I say I want drink Milk Shake.

That Stupanie said Kokoberry got.

Then we go there.

But there no.

Stnie u lied me.

Ok la, I know u dunno too.

Forgive u this time!

Hahaha, just kidding!!

Find Ah Tang again!

Yo Ah Tang!

We show our drink to her.

But actually the drinks are not nice!

I want Snow Flake!

We go Ramahdan.

Is that spell like this?

Finding something to eat.

But at last I didnt buy anything.

Feel like wanna eat chicken wings.

Waiting for someone to buy for me! xD

"Mummy I want eat chicken wings! Please~~"

Wondering how she can saw this message?

I had told her and she said,

"Your grandoa said cannnot eat chicken wings!!"

Lol, that day grandpa do say this...

But thatt night we kacau her said we going to eat chicken wings,

And she say loudly "Buy 4 me too!"

I do remember that!

The one I forget to buy is---

The leopard print earings!

Bk do u remember that?

I want buy that!!

At The Place that one.

My mum had said to me,

if Saturday = Tomorrow we maybe go Miri.

But at last no news about that.

It just a maybe.

Maybe I'll go Kuching on December be4 Christmas.

Hope it's not a maybe again!

I want go on that time! Christmas time!!

So, if I go book flight ticket first,

Then I can go liao loe!

And I no need worry about wad things again...

Coz I can stay at my grandma there!

Long time no meet them alrdy,

Got little scare scare neh!

And 浩浩!

The last time I saw him was... ...

When I was still in primary school.

Oh! she is singing "朋友" now.(using my phone)

I say my mum oh!

Oh ya! My mum and Julianne yesterday meet with cutie.

They hav lunch at Bubbles Bing!

I shout Why dont bring me there too!

I know I still in school that time!

I hate school!!!!!

I miss Chloe so much!

So u too!

Yea I know alrdy and hope can meet u too!

Lol...I'm in dreaming just now.

Back to the reality, I hav many problems in my life still cant be solve.

Lol, everyone have problems, ok!

Just let it be. So ma huan thing...

Tomoro, wad program neh?

Hope my precious weekend not be wasted.

Hav a nice weekend Everyone!

Gud9 to who had visited! : )

This is unfair.

I am so so so ANGRY!!!

Dunno why I always put on black face.

I dunno why I hav to think so much?

I hate this.

I hate that.

I hate many things.

The world is unfair!!

Why I hav to think so much?!

Just make myself not happy only.

Yesterday morning a...

We three girls go to school with black face.

And no talking.

But walk together.

I dunno how others think about us?

Maybe ...?

LOL.

I still hate school.

Everyday wake up the first thing I feel is---

ARGH!! Going to school!

Can I continue my sleeping?

I always dreaming that my life are so beautiful.

Why I only dreaming?

And why I think that my life now are not beautiful lea?

WHY??!

Maybe it is beautiful too?

Coz I still stay in home with my family?

But others need to study in a new place without family?

Oh!!

WADEVER!!

Everyone's life are different.

Just wanna say SH*T!!!

I hate this life!

And if I still dun wan change,

I will hate my future too.

Talking about today.
I having MUET presentation.
Talking myself infront of the class.
Oh ya, I tied my hair today bcoz i think it was too mess.
Then after I finish my presentation,
my classmate say Don't tied up ur hair!
Someone say she wanna help me open my hairband.
LOL...
Anyway, thanks classmate.

After that, I am not listening to PA class again.
I always do that. I know.
I doing my Eko note.
Miss Huan said,If we not finish our note,
We gonna hav to pay money to her!
Oh no! So I become so hardworking doing my hw.
Haha :DD

But the one sit beside me so lazy a!
Always talking to me or like wan fall in sleep liao.
Then she bac home still play com.
I dunno her hw got one page or not?

Julianne is come bac today = Just now.
We went to my grandpa's house again.
Yesterday go eat Ketam & Durian.
Make me lost my sound.
Today we eat fish!
Yummy yummy!
Fish is so NICE u know?!!!
Hahaha xD

I ask she buy chocolate for me,
But she say she 4get put at where alrdy,
Hope tomoro can get it, LOL.
And me, Julianne, Chyi & Pi xia going town to buy 100 plus.
Follow her car feeling so nice.
Haha :DD
 After that, we got yoghurt too!
So nice neh!

My uncle going there too.
He tell us about the story of Chloe.
I wanna meet her.
Long time didnt meet her alrdy.
I miss her so much cutie!
Stay cute plz!!!

My aunty said,
Julianne looks more like my Jie jie.
I looks like Mei mei.
Oh! Me so young a?
Maybe we two together,my face more like kids bah.
She is half-breed eh!
Of coz prettier than me!
But I really dun care,
Coz she is my sister~♥ !!
But the one thing I care is :
She is growing taller than me.
Actually now she is almost the same height with me.
But I believe she will be higher than me maybe in next year gua!!

Oh no! Almost 11pm...
I going to sleep loe.
Or I will sleep in my Geography class...
Hope no need write essay!
That always make me so headache.
I just wanna draw graph.

Good nite all !
Hav a nice day!
And dun forget to SMILE!!
:DD

♥ Addicted to Korea ♥

From last year I think,

I started listen to Korean music.

Gee maybe.

*Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby Baby

少女时代~

And now I have found many group of korean singer.

Wooo~ So high!

*going crazy again

I had watched MAMA last year or this year a?

Forget jor.

Mnet Awards...

I saw G-Dragon dance Heartbreaker!

Waooo~ So handsome!Oh no!

Yo yo! G-Dragon!

G-Dragon when on MAMA's stage.

You're my heartbreaker!! XD

And 2ne1 perfoming stage musical.

I love that so much!

I Don't Care musical...

The one I liked is Kiss~

So cool! "Kiss" hooray!

Yay yay! Kiss mv is Sandara and Lee Min Ho neh!

So cool neh!

Sorry sorry!

The popular song when last year.

So many ppl dance this song.

My house oso got one!

And I still got that video.

I'll keep it till thousand years then. Lol...

And oso someone dance Gee~

The time b4 SPM to release stress!

Abracadabra~

Perfomed by Brown Eyed Girls.

When this song is played,

I'll think of Minah...

Coz I still remember she dance this song too...

Make love perfomed by BigBang!

I really like this so much!

But the English version lar.

BigBang so amazing!

I want noboby nobody but you.

Nobody!

Who dance this song liao har?

Stnie or Tpc?

I think is Stnie lar...

Stupid time...Hehehe xD

And This!!

Kim Bum!

My new husband!

I liked he coz of his SMILE!!

got some FEELING when saw his smile.

some feeling I dunno how to say?

I love Kim Bum's smile.

Yay his smile!

But he not belong to me.

He belong to many many ppl...

So, I want find a boy got smile like he d.

A boy will giv me the feeling like this.

But hope not playboy pls!!

Kim Bum!! His smile so sweet~

Yay! 阳光男孩! Sun Boy? Lols...

I love it!

♥ smile :) ♥

I am finding---

The boy who got sweetest smile!
:DD

Lol...

I love ppl's smile.
Dunno why.

This few days I always watching korean boy.
Hiak hiak!
So cool!
And I feel I am crazy.

But he in the movie is play boy neh!
So make me feel like every got sweet smile's ppl oso is play boy...
Lol...
I want got sweet smile's boy!
But, I Don't Flower Heart Boy!

Woah!! I am really crazy liao!!
So tomorow no need go to school...
I go Tanjung Rambutan.
LOL...

Memory v friends

I am Facebook-ing now...

See yesterday take d photo~

We 野餐野到Plaza去咯。

Lol...

哈哈哈~

K-Box-ing

High high!!

I m so high today...

The first time doing this!

3 times limteh in a day!

Meet with friends today~

Yesterday say very sien maybe nothing to do today.

Who knows?

Today my time are almost full.

Morning wake up at about 7.30am.

Bath and then prepare my things.

I still got time sit at there sew my bag.

Go town having my breakfast first baru go stnie's house.

We made cake.

Actually not we,is the mesin made d.

We just put all together & stir it nia.

After that, we watch movie~

“谈情说案”the 1st episod.

Wooo!!

I want watch this movie!

Got 2 handsome boy inside this movie!

Argh!!

Afternoon going out lunch at Fullhouse.

Eat many many.

Too full!!

Then Alvina them eat ice-cream again.

How can? So lihai d!

I can't eat liao loe...

佩服佩服。

Then we go find Ah Tang.

She's working.

We go kacau.

Scare her.

Take picture together.

Talking loud loud.

Lol...

But it's fun!

We 4 sister+Nacy+Ah Tang+Siew Hua,

Sit in Bk's car.

She drive.

We go Limbang Airport.

Then go Snow Flake.

Eat again.

Ah Tang 请!!

So nice ppl coz I didnt hav any money anymore.

Wakaka :D

Oh ya! Suddenly rmb the dogs.
The 2 dogs are oso so HIGH!!
They 奔驰on the padang there.
So High hor?!
奔驰neh!!

Bac to Plaza KBOX!!

Keep HIGH!

I miss u Ah Tang!

Really long time didnt play with her.

Everytime got meet her,

But not like today,

Really got the feel like when we're in school last year.

The happiest moment...

My school time...

KBox time really high.

But after a while not tat so high liao.

Coz I can' sing.

No sound comes out.Lol...

I 喉咙痛了！

I eat many ice today,

And I've drink many cold cold drinks this few days.

And ate 炸的食物。

I'm sick.

I bac home on about 6.30pm.

My mum call me faster go bath.

Coz wan go my grandpa's house.

Everytime go there must got fruit to eat.

Last time Durian!

This time is Watermelon.

Make me remember today afternoon d watermelon ice-cream.

Then go limteh again.

Eat 炸Sotong!

I'm sick and tired.

But, today really fun!!

Sistar I wan gather next time!

Wait for Yiting bac Limbang!

We go 游Limbang again!

被遗忘的梦想。

今天早上去学校，

我都不知道在做什么？

上PA就只是要我们写一段而已。

Eko free time.

Geography draw graph...

然后发呆。

就这样，我今天的学校生活。

以后也是。

因为，NO NOVELS!!

尽量不再看小说？

不知道做得到吗？

那是我找不到事情的时候就会做的。

又不能睡觉，

那我要做么叻？

想着想着，

突然想到Camp里面时候的我。

那时候觉得只要能出来，

我一定要做这个那个。

学音乐乐器！

因为在里面看了她们都会玩很羡慕咯!

还有驾车。

可是我回来都可能两三个月了。

车都还没动到。

还有很多很多的梦想。

一切看起来都很难实现。

现实与梦想，

还是有很大的不同。

它们，

被我遗忘了！

Bubble,Bing!

Hanging out with Friends today.

Bubble Bing!!

Having my Mango milk shake~

Shake shake~

But no taste de~

like no put sugar inside neh!

We 偷偷drive car go~

Then someone 撞 tong sampah!

Lol... :P

When on the way bac,

a ki xiao car suddenly drive very fast.

and then dissapear jor.

Make me laugh nia.

Really crazy tat car.

Aiyor...

I oso dunno wad am I writing now.

So 乱乱de.

Oh ya! My 6300 dun wan me liao!

Wan leave me away. T.T

So now I am using tat old old de laoya phone!

Hate tat stupid phone!

I want Nokia 6700 Slide Silver colour one!

But my mum dun giv me buy neh~~

T.T

Tomorow how?

Actually I wan go plaza c clothes~

But I just remember I got 2 new clothes havent wear neh!

But I really want buy another new T mah!

Coz different style....

em...think and think.

Better save money first.

Then 不久就会有Sales liao!

Tat time just buy T-shirt loe...

Wakaka xD

And, just now...
Saw Yiting's post on fb...
Feel, so touch!
感动!
Yiting I miss u! :)

I want bring you home! 2nd...

I saw this phone first time in the cf in taiwan satellite channel.

Rainnie Yang~

I've find for this phone very hard~

Ok lar, It's hard but not very hard lar.Lol...

My mum say if I want this sell my Nokia 6300~

Woo~不舍得啊~

But my mum and uncle say this phone not sui o!

Dei ! I must see it just can make decision...

Hiak hiak hiak~

There are 6 colours.

*Red, Pink, Purplr, Silver, Blue, and Green!

My day become 宅女。

Guess wad I've been done in this 2 days?

I spend my precious time with watching movie!!

"宫心计"

Like it so much!!

I watched and cried for many times!
Woo~ I love 三好 so much!!
She is so pretty and nice in this movie.
三好=做好事+说好话+存好心。

Yesterday actually plan to 整理my closet.

My closet are full!

Too many non-ware clothes.

But I opened my com,

And then watched movie!

Onepiece first.

make me laugh and laugh only that Luffy!

But are meangiful too!

Then watched "洪吉童的后裔"

Quite funny too.

Night, Pi xia comes to our house.

We watched "宫心计"

And hav fruits! lol...

Fruits Night~

Today I woke up at the 12pm afternoon!

After done home's work,

I go continue my movie~

Till just now 9pm just stop.

Oh! so tired me.

Tomoro need school till 4.30pm lagi!

School new rules!

Cant sleep in class or we will left at school to wash toilet.

SH*T!!

I think tomoro morning till our class go wash toilet liao.

Sienz ar!

My memory in camp

To my friends ...

This post should be long time ago de...
Now I write just bcoz of I really miss them.
The sweetiest moment in my and our life.
---My special memory :)

I was sad when I know I got NS.

It's a 噩耗,but it say CONGRATULATION!!

SH*T!!

I dunno wad will be happen,

And I thought I hav no friends with me that time.

I am not close to Christine, Lily and Connie.

Truly, I cried in nights when I hav Insomia.

27 March 2010 morning,

I feel dun wan wake up and just sleep so can I not going to airport?

At last I wake up too.

The first reach Camp Miri is our limbang first group d.

Only got me and Christine 2 chinese girls.

We reach at afternoon about 1pm.

But luckily we got the first 2 rooms.

I am P3A, she is P3B.

We're neighbours, hehehe :)

Limbang 2nd group almost 7pm just reach there.

They're Lily, Connie, Merry and Li Mei them.

They're late and they get the back room.Very far.

I'm in P3A and I met my 2 buddies.

Yvonne Hii Yiik Siang & Xin Yie.

Haha xD dunno wad she feel when saw I write her full name! lol...

Then start our sweet sweet story...

We bath together and of coz in different bathroom.

We play 水战 when we bathing.

We 3 got each STYLE when sleep.

Yvonne is a "大"字,

And she say I like the baby still in mummy's belly.

Xin Yie is Mermaid. lol :P

We do everythings together,

And we live for 2 months and 2 weeks together.

Share weal and wore.同甘共苦.

We need to wake up early morning in 5am for marching and exercise.

I always 打瞌睡when I m standing for almost half an hour.

We cannot move! Even is very small action too!

Just stand there for half an hour then is exercise time!

Sometimes we running,practice marching,playing balls or dance!

But the dance just like arobic.

I had met many new friends at there.

They treat me very good.

Like a 小妹妹.

Oh ya.Annie giv me Show Luo's poster I hav stick in my room now.

hehe ^^ Thanks yo Annie~

25 May 2010,

Last day night for Christine.

She belanja we all ice-cream!

green colour sour ice-cream!

And the next morning she run away didnt tell us.

She scare cry.

But last we all come find her, cried.

And Lily bac too.

4 June 2010,the last day night for us, we cried.

The serious are Yvonne and Mayo,

They cried and hug together.

We're standing in front of the pelatih neh!

I thought I'll cry but it only a while when the music is played ^^

"Bila ku disayangi" and "Kenangan terindah"

The teacher really ge siao.

they play those songs that make us cry.

I think the teacher are bian tai one.

They maybe very 得意or wad when saw us cried.

But I know, the teacher all are very nice.

Thank you all teacher and friends ^^

You guys hav giv me a special memory!

I miss you all!

Unfortunately to say,

I didnt found any "boyfriend" in there. Hahaha!!

I really didnt make any boy friend.

But I had make many girls friend! ^^

We are less chance can talk to boys.

So girls are many,but no boys! hehe...

 And I hav became "lesbian" at there.

I hav a girl as "husband" coz we 2 are boring.

The main reason is the teacher's question.

"Who hav no bf or gf pls tick on here."

We 2 cant fight for the pen.

So she said, u're my bf."

Coz I m bigger than her 5 days.lol...

We 2 are Scorpio!

After that, it's changed coz she is so 粗鲁and I m so 温柔.hahaha! :P

And we married on 26 May 2010 when we 2 need sign on the M-16 gun sijil.

Our 主婚人is my mum---Merry.

I am here to say sorry to Bk

coz I had broke my promise to her.

I had promise to Yiting tat I'll find Bk at first when I bac limbang.

But I think I tat day didnt find anyone through phone in afternoon when I reach.

I bac home and hav lunch and sleep!

Miss my bed so much tat time!

And here I saw a video in fb,about Ns.

So cute~

Click it ^^

Gud9 my friends~

I going to sleep now.

And, hav a nice day!

我好想离开。

我真的很想离开。

离开这里。

每天烦恼的地方。

我想要，

到一个可以休息的地方。

一辈子都没有烦恼的地方。

就像马尔代夫。

就像天堂一样。

在那里，

只有蓝蓝色的天空海洋，

还有白白色的白云陪着你。

我真的觉得，

我在这里的每一天过得不快乐。

也很没有意义。

我也不知道，

我有家人的陪伴，

我到底还在奢望着什么？

我对这一切都不满意。

我不希望我的未来是老师，做Bank的还是Account的...

我希望的，

我想要的，

绝对要跟现在不同，

而且不同得很多。

然而那只是我的希望，

因为我没有付出。

看来，那时候别人觉得我在发神经，

但那是让我现在还活在迷惘当中的错误。

那时的我一点也不想回来。

虽然很想见见家人。

我回到林梦，想到我还要面对的事情，

直接就后悔了。

我后悔了，直到现在还在后悔，

我也相信以后还是一样会后悔。

总觉得，我那时候寻找的梦想，

在我回来的时候就，粉碎了。

梦不会有机会再实现。

在那里确实充满着梦想。

我，真不该回来。

我已经回来了，

但我好想离开。

但我也累了，

所以我在逃避。